Friday, September 28, 2007

He saw the light!!!

No, not him. The man I am talking about has perhaps been my biggest fan my whole life. He is the man that deep down when all else fails, I know he will always love me. This is the man who I have adored from a small age. He is a man who has inspired me and made me want to be a better person. Perhaps, he is the only person in the world who I have ever really felt fear of disappointing.

My Dad came through for me today. It was amazing. He sat across the table from me at lunch and as I looked into his eyes, I saw my biggest advocate. I saw a humble man who I respect. I heard a man tell me that my mom picked the guy who didn't amount to much. That broke my heart as I heard my father say that! I realized then why I love my Dad so much.

I have questioned god many times but never do I question why he gave me the father he did. It feels good to have him stand besides me during this time.

Today there was light and it shown brightly!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Happy to hear it. :)

Valley Girl said...

I am so happy to hear that, Ren! You need all the support you can get right now!!! *hugs*

WendyB said...

Lovely post.

Dem Soldier said...

Ren....I'm very happy for you.

I know, in my early teens, the only person I have the out-most respect was and still is my father.

Good to hear he come around....